Ending of My Sophmore Year

It's reallt saddening because some of my friends are graduating.One is even moving to London
:( and how am I going to function without Gypsy!!!!!!! I know y'all must fly away from the nest, but that doesn't mean you can't visit it!!!!!!!!!!! I feel soooooooo old that I have friends that are grads and I only have two years left! love, peace, and music of the soul!

Hey guys how you doin? Thanks for dropping by my lil blog! I love to write poetry! Please tell me how awful it is !I love constructive criticism!
Give me a sunset in a cup,and I'll give you my heart
We'll be together forever, if you say you love me, but if you don't I must depart
You say you love me, but is it true?
Can our love still stand, though you're across the ocean blue?
You say our love can stand the test of time,
though I'm poor are you after my every dime?
You say you would give me everything even the shirt off your back?
Really? Would you give me your gold filled sack?
You say I'm your star shining bright,
you can never be perfect as me, but have you used all your might?
You say you love me, but words don't mean a thing
unless you back it up with a ring
You say you love me 'till death do we part'
How long will it be till I'm dead in your heart
You say your love for me can only get stronger,
but I don't know if I can stand you any longer
You say you'll always be mine
Was that all a pick-up line
You say our love is never ending
Frankly, my dear, I don't remember it beginning
You say with our love the fat lady never sings
Will it be over if her cell phone rings?
You say all these things but do you mean them?
so...I'll say....
Give me a sunset in a cup, and I'll give you my heart
We'll be together for ever, if you say you love me, but if you don't I must depart
This poem was inspired by the ups and down of all long term relationships. I hope you liked it!
love,peace, and music of the soul!

life of a cool nerd

When most people see me they think one of two things. One being the most thought and the more apparent: Good goolly shes big! I know many people don't actually say good golly but you get my drift. The other is simular to the first: I wonder why she is so white? Most people who know me fairly well still ask this almost everyday. Yes, I do go outside, but when I'm in the sun i burn and burn only. My body will never know what it feels like to look like my ancestors the American Cherokee Indians. I dream of this frequently. Another thing that irks me is that nobody sees through my happy persona. They think because I have a smile on my face it means I'm actually smiling and that I'm happy almost all the time. I'm not. Smiling when i'm sad is a trick my pycologist taught me when i was younger to help with my depression, though most dont know that about me. The reason i decided on life of a cool nerd is because i act totally nerdy. i love corny jokes and the adrenaline i get after solving a once complicated math problem. i love to read and write and i am working on a novel intitled Break-ups, Birthday cake, and Blood. Wierd title i know if you want to know what its about you will have to read future posts! love, peace and music of the soul!